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Leave me alone.....STOP THE VOICES!!!!!! no love just hate, no feelings just pain, no friends just lonlyness, no happyness just depression!
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Don't point your fucking finger at crazy people!!!! 
About me.....lets see...what is there to tell about little ol me. hmmmm well im 14 and i hate it. i think life is a peice of shit. i have no life. no one loves me. i am hated by everyone. shall i go on???
All my so called friends hate me....i think...well they ignore me alot so that should tell u sumthing right???
Well lets see right now i have brown-redish hair (red dye)....brown eyes...i sumtimes have 2 wear glasses but people say i look sexy in them tehehe....umm im 5'9 1/2 and im goth/punk and i love it!
I really wish that sumone would really love me and not just use me...cuz im sick of the cheating...the dumping....and the using!!!!!!
I have a little brother that is 4 years old and he is handicapped. I love him to death....and if u have a problem with him u have to go through me lol.
I have a sister that is also 4. her and my brother are twins. shes a little brat. always telling on me to my mum about whatever i do. always begging for things. and yeah you get the picture.
I have another sister that doesn't live with me. she lives with my fucked up dad who got his girl friend knocked up so i might have another brother or sister. woo hoo for me. yeah i just found out that i have a new brother...like always my stupid fucked up dad didn't tell me, i had 2 find out through my aunt. yeah my sister is 11 and she is a brat also. and i think when she grows up shes going to be a prep. i hate preps. i think they all should die!!!!! and i found out that my dad got married woo hoo for me. and no dad im not calling that chick mom ok??
Umm should i say ne thing else about ne of my family??? well all my family despises me. cuz of the stuff i do and yeah.
Ahhh....i would say sumthing about me but sum of u don't know it. but for the people that do. its the best thing lol. yeah you guys know what im talking about. I love music and movies. my fave band is KoRn right now. and my fave movie right now is The Craft.
As i said befor... I have no life AT ALL!!!!! all i do all day is sleep. people say im a vampier cuz i stay up all night and sleep all day. im not a vampier. i just have a sleeping problem.
I love my depresshion cuz i dunno why. i hate people sumtimes...well it depends on who it is. people think im a little crazy cuz of the way i act.
Sum of my so called friendes parents hate me cuz they think im a bad person and that i shouldn't hang out with there kids. what bull shit that is....even though im a litttle mental and yes i do sumtimes cut my self...but thats whenever im real pissed off. that doesn't mean im going to tell there kids to do it. if there kids want to then they can.
I love people with dyed hair and dark make up on. not like the slut kind of make up.. like goth make up or sumthing. i love people in weired cloths and piercings hehe there the best lol. and yeah i mostly love gothic/punk people. NO RAPPERS NOR PREPS!!!!!!!
I love my little monkey and alien. there the best. i can tell them ne thing. lol. yes i talk to myself. but so doesn't everyone??? well probaly not as much as me lol.
Now lets see..ummm i love to draw, write, listen to music, sleep, and other stuff. people think im insane cuz of my poems. I HATE U PEOPLE!!!! FUCK OFF!!!
No one loves me so yeah.
I'm having a bad time in skool cuz yea all my friends make fun of me...whoa i have friends when did this happen?? and i found out my ex bf is coming back 2 my skool woo hoo not really..i hate him. i have about 5 new cuts on my hand umm 2 on my right leg and about 3 on my left arm and about 2 on my right arm. im trying 2 stop i really am but everyone makes me so fucking mad that its hard to. and yea my mum found out about the ones on my hands cuz of friend. yea she stole my bag and took off all my pins (thanx alot bobieann.) oh and yea. as i said b4 i hate my f*cking life. no one understandes the pain im goin through right now.
I started smoking again, woo hoo for me. i need 2 stop that cuz yea its bad for me. but yea everyone thinks im all happy joy but yea they can think wat they want so yea. im getting pics of my new "brother" soon so i'll show u ppl those cuz yea i have nothing better 2 do. everyone hates me right now. i need a life. blah blah blah blah!!!!!!!!! i hate feeling the way i do.....it blows big time.
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!
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